I am grateful….Part One

Something difficult for me at this time is letting go of so much from my past. Just, let go.

For instance, used to, the expectation, requirement, and enjoyable thing for me was dinner each night with the family. You know how it is, families that eat dinner together several times a week are healthy families…..so many of my traditional, the right thing, habits are not right anymore. I don’t know why.

I am here to say, dwelling now is going to be interesting. I must be grateful for each hello with people. You see, it was openly and finally acknowledged by someone recently…yes, I was shunned. And now, though some say they lost me, they actually chose it. I didn’t.

So my dwelling has begun. I got some vitriol out today. And the bottom line is: there is only me. Nobody really wants anything to do with anyone anymore. So I decided about two weeks ago as issues continued that I am sometimes flummoxed how to move on from, to begin again with one on one, and to be grateful. Just even five minutes with someone….is heaven. Here:

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I am in a time of a country that is severely divided. And the group of them on the other side, well, they are who I used to be, but their politics didn’t evolve and they do not want to know the truth which isn’t actually in the Bible.

I will be continuing to post about this important shift. Here:

I began this journal project with Odin, Rune number 25, Mystery. And here He came again, showing up at the conclusion of the first article:
I literally have no people who see what the truth is. I feel very alone in a gorgeous reality of truth which the world system, and even the religious system, of America….will quite frankly have no time for. I am going back to a church because I need friends. There is a Man, and He is there wherever I go, and so He leads Me, in the Flesh this Time, and I am GRATEFUL.

The long and short of it? ARCAngel Michael and I are being sent back in. The other side of my life, which is more prevalent by far, is dominated by the TRUTH I am led to live day by day. I am not alone.

And I will tend this place because We are We. I am not reviewing this Journal Project on this website. This is part one to the part which is on this website. I know The Man. He knows Me more. And some time ago, yet I was prevented until now, some time ago I began to read runes a certain way because A Judah Man knows Me.

And i am grateful.

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Need vs Want is not my style, but it is America

This woman is on twitter spreading murderous lies; the House passed an AR15 Ban; @the_real_Lord is sending a reminder about children like me, like my children, like so many of us.

I am 56. This life is now thrown away by the brand-spankin’ new America where lies are truth, AR15s are accessible, and autonomy is not for women. We have no choice but to accept everyone’s vitriol. We must keep the peace.

I even have a son who celebrated the removal of Roe vs. Wade and knows perfectly well what I stand for.

I am to be silenced. Even by younger generations, I am to be silenced. The Runes speak now, and other oracle. This draw and my poem are telling me I am in a new life.

Having sacred knowledge is a calling within silence, of about 30 mins, according to Revelation. So be it.

In the past PAIN….

Part of being a bookmaker and artist is finding what works with types of paper your books are made of; and, for instance, I always must put blotting paper behind the page I’m working on in this book above which is my day to day life book at the moment, and I use the cards pictured below. #tarot

What I like about this deck is there is no reverse meanings. So it is my “DREAMS CAN COME TRUE” booklet.


I USE THE #RiderWaite DECK’s little guidebook for it because when I bought that book being USED WITH JRR TOLKIEN, MANDALA COLORING OF ONE BOOK, and ELIZABETH ROBERT BARRETT-BROWNING I got another and bigger hardback guide. It’s hilarious. Rider-Waite kinda takes over like runes. 😂


I’m okay with blotter paper behind my artwork on the two above pieces. I’m not okay in my JACOB’S COAT book:

And I found out this Sharpie doesn’t hit the page behind neither the Yoobi Glitter:

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